Hmm. I have zero things to write about at the mo. I have had very little to think about really. Oh yer, except for scotland of course, which was cool but I really don't feel like writing about that. Oh well. Please enjoy yet more freaky photoshop jobs of my face... hehehe...

Izzy's techno keyboard is working again! Hurrah! So Jeremy didn't break it when he stood on it... yes i had much fun with Izzy and Fran today, we even played the doctor who themetune at one point, it was so cool. And I reckon our new song wil be excellent, plus now we can add all these funky keyboard bits into everything... I am overbrimming with excitement!!!

I can't believe we're leaving so early tomorrow... I doubt I will even wake up until we're out on the motorway. Grrr, why does scotland have to be so far away? Oh well.

I must try that banana and cod sandwich...

Yes, it feels good to know that I am on holiday. So yer I do have soooo much homework, but still, I might not do it... you never know... I'm just crazy like that... <cough> yer...

Well I'm leaving anyway for scotland, land of the brave etc, at about 4 in the morning, not looking forward to that too much I can say, but I haven't been up there for ages. though I still have a weekend to do stuff. Well most of a weeekend anyway, I'm out tonight then I'll be packing all tomorrow, hopefully finish before band practice, so I dunno. It's too hot to think really.

Oh science was so funny today. Slippage lol! The wrinky surface of "EARTH." Beware - Lava. Do not touch. Unexpected mountains - oh! Where did you come from? Lmao, so good...

***What an amazing building, the Globe theatre, so cool. I went to see it with my english class on wednesday, well worth a visit it was really good. Mrs Strickland was late which was kinda funny tho :)

Ah, that was a good gig last night. Nice day altoghether really, what with the Mayfair and everything. I met up with Natalie, Jeremy, Max and Anna there, which was cooel, made excellent use of the cheapest sweets you can buy anywhere (2 sherbet sticks for a penny! Who can complain???) and went to Izzy's house where we played Mollki, this weird game from Finland where you throw a rod at some wooden blocks with numbers on to knock them over. It was totally not fair that Jeremy beat me, I was winning for most of the game then for some reason I lost all my points and lost. Grrr, stupid rules. Anyway, after that, we decided we were hungry so we walked to Sainsburys and bought a big stick of bread, some Pringles and a box of mini donuts, then went to Jeremy's house to cut up the bread and put stuff on it. I ended up wandering around with my bit of bread for ages not eating it, until Jeremy got fed up with me not eating it and ate it himself. By this time it was already half seven and we were waiting for the 484 in Lewisham centre. We were joined on the bus by a big group of rude girls, I think i scared them a bit lol! I guess I was wearing a lot of eyeliner...

Well, we arrived at last at about 8 o'clock and waited to be let in. We really shoul've got there earlier, cos 45 minutes later we were still waiting and it was cold and dark and the guy wouldn't let us in because "it was full". Boredom! It turned out Jeremy knew one of the guys in one of the bands, and he told us to just go around the back, there was a guy on the door but he wasn't checking peoples  hands. So we just went in. Woohoo. And after that it was all good. And I didn't drink that much... not really...

Yes today has really been quite pleasant. I slept in until about half ten, which was nice, then we went to Ikea. Oh the temptation of the pencils!!! I had about 30, then my mum flipped and told me and Liam to put them all back. I kept one though... little rebel lol. And I have spent the evening watching Star Trek and eating swedish meatballs, courtesy of the food section in Ikea, and organizing my school folders. I will not have Ms Strickland accusing me of having an "untidy mind", whatever that means! And I'm sure I will lose a lot less of my French homework if it's actually attatched to the inside of my french folder, not just shoved in upside-down inside the back of my er... science folder. It's just as well I seem to have pretty much *zero* social life at the mo, or I wouldn't have time to take part in all these radical activities!

In other news, there was a character in Deep Space Nine the other day called Coleus. I laughed so hard, I'm pretty sure "coleus!" mean "bollocks!" in Latin...   ah, poor guy...!

Again, no school... oh so rubbish! I missed knitting club! So very very terrible!! Especially as we are having the fashion show on the 10th and I haven't really got much to show yet...  Hmmm, what a predicament...

Well, still feeling like rubbish, and increasingly fragile. If you need an explanation of what I mean by "fragile" I will begin by telling you that I never cry. Ok, slight exaggeration, but here is a list of things that made me cry or want to cry today and yesterday:

• I felt dizzy and fell over on the stairs. Didn't hurt myself at all, but spent the next half hour sitting on my bed, wailing like a baby.
• I then almost forgot to tape Scrubs. Almost. Yes... almost was enough to set me off again!
• When my dad woke me up this morning with a cheerful, tuneful "Morning Helen... la la la la la... time to get up... la la la la...." I burst into tears before I even opened my eyes... Not the best way to start a day, I guaruntee!
• My mum grilled too many sausages to fit equally in our sandwiches at lunch time.
• While watching Countdown... oh yes... I could only find a five letter word!

And it's only half five so far! Who knows what else might happen to make me weep again!